Remains Always

It's been a minute. I've put myself here now what do I want out of this? 'Be not attached to the fruits of your actions'. Ok, so I want nothing out of this. This is simply the action taking place at this time. Before I started I considered writing with the actual intention of speaking to someone, whereas most times as part of the practice I attempt to refrain from writing with a reader in mind. But what if I were to talk directly to you, whoever you may be. If I were to talk to you, could you listen, could you hear? What would I say? What is there to say? What's the truth, what is a truth, that could be said, that could be understood. Well, for one, You're God. Yes, you. Me too. See the thing is that there is no real me or you, we are the same being, experiencing our self from different points of awareness. Different positions. We are the experiencer, if we are anything. You are the omnipotent, all knowing, all understanding awareness that is God. Everything you've known to be God, you are it. All the things you think are you are just in place for you to come to understand so you can understand this particular aspect of God as a whole. God is everything and nothing. All the people, animals, things, places, events; all God. God is the totality of everything that is. He/She/It is no one person, animal, thing, place, or event. It is all of it. It is the energy, the wholeness from that which everything else is created. This entire existence and all of its history before it has led to this understanding that you are it.

I'm seeing this as something that would resonate with those who have already understood this truth, or those who want it to be true. But if you are someone who has never actually considered this idea fully, who has never let themselves believe it because of how preposterous it may seem, then very little of this will resonate. So I come to a point where I feel the need to make sense of it, so it could be understood fully. I come back to a consciousness where I am teaching. Trying to convey a message, since that was what I felt I was supposed to do when I first realized all this for myself. I saw how I was a part of the whole and how I was the whole, and that there was no true separation, and with this realization came a feeling of pure joy, or love. Freedom really. Freedom from feeling, from thought, from anything in particular; but a merging with all that is. Feelings and thoughts are temporary, transient, they have a life cycle. Awareness, or consciousness is that which is permanent. Permanent in the sense that it is infinite, it does go and will go, and has gone on forever. When we consider the statement 'time is an illusion' it is saying that there exists no start or end, only relatively. There was a starting to this particular universe we can observe, a beginning to this galaxy and solar system, a birth of this earth, of its life, of this particular body. All had a beginning and all will have an end, but the process of evolution, of change over time, That remains always.

I could tell you all these things, all the time. But they are just words aren't they? We need to see, to feel, to comprehend how. At our core, at all of our cores we know this fact, that we are it. But we allow things from the very beginning of our creation to get in the way of this fact. We come into this world a pure being of love and we are conditioned to believe that this awareness that we have is temporary and we only get this one and we must adapt to remain as long as possible, even at the expense of other points of awareness just like ourselves. We are bred to believe that we aren't one being and that in order to obtain joy or happiness or completeness that it must come at the expense of another. We are to believe that some people or beings just have it bad, that bad/evil exists and that there's nothing that can be done about it. These kinds of beliefs that we adopt as young children conflict with the truth, that is that evil like everything else is merely an illusion.