The First One

I want to put this simply without being carried away. I created this originally partly because I just wanted something similar to a journal where I can just work out my thoughts, just try to put down into words what makes sense to me and also I created this to tell everyone else what makes sense to me so everyone else can experience the freedom I enjoy. Over the past couple months since this website's creation I've made very little progress and I continue to realize it is because the desire I have for people to read and understand became the primary motive and writing the truth took a back seat, so whenever I would sit to write I would constantly be criticizing what I wrote and analyzing it to see if it could make sense to everyone. Not only do I realize that writing something that makes sense to everyone would be impossible but I also realized over and over that that should not be the point. If I make it about that it will influence what I write and put out there, making it not entirely truthful. The truth is the only purpose, so this site will contain what I've learned, it may be incoherent at times, it may seem esoteric, and it may seem like absolute dribble but what's important is that I write what's true. I simply must begin, I've written so much over the months and have published nothing here. So I will do my best to not be concerned about how this will be received and interpreted by others, if it makes sense to me and it is true then it gets published. So this will be the first one. I have no idea what will come of this, I'm here to write for the sake of writing. To let spill what fills up my mind. 

So there's an introduction. And as I have said I am here to write the truth. The truth about myself as well the truth about our reality, about our existence. And the truth is, we all know it, we all have access to it. You don't have to be a philosopher or a scientist to understand it, absolutely everyone is capable of understanding what we really are and how we operate. So in keeping it simple, basically we are light. Every person, every being, every thing. All just light interacting in specific ways with other light. We are the occurrence of it. Everything is lawful, everything is connected. We literally are one single being experiencing itself in an infinite amount of ways. Over time I will do my best to explain how this is, but for now I just want to finish this entry so I can feel as if I've begun. My challenge will be to find ways to structure what I know in ways that explain everything, something I've been practising for roughly three years, I've gotten significantly better at but still have a long way to go.